MJ McGinn

a recipe for falling asleep

After the recipe writing challenge

Ingredients:
dreams (stubborn
things with soft teeth)
self-loathing (the hair you’ve lost since
you last kissed will do in a pinch)
peach pits (to remember
where you came from)

Step one:
write her name in the air
with your finger little
hearts above little eyes

Step two:
set something meaningful
on fire, stir regularly

Step three:
dance with your comforter
like it’s trying to drown you

Step four:
keep dancing until you boil,
you’ll notice bubbles and salt
spilling from your wounds (if you don’t
notice this, increase the temperature)

Step five:
do not look through
the shoebox in your closet,
forget-me-nots live there,
and they’re hungry

Step six:
close your eyes, you can’t
smell smoke, there’s no one
else here, you’re alive

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About the Author

M. J. McGinn received his MFA from Adelphi University and was a VCCA resident in 2019. His work has been named to the Wigleaf 50 best very short stories of 2017 and has previously appeared in the Guernica/PEN flash series, New Flash Fiction Review, Lost Balloon, Bridge Eight, and elsewhere. He lives in Philadelphia.